Lately I've had this really horrible impulse to do something drastic to my hair. It absolutely scares me to pieces to lose my blonde - something that has been so self-defiant for the past 20 years of my life. But in the same breath, I really think this may be exactly the type of welcomed change that I need. I'm really into reddish-orange..... Perhaps?.... Mimicking so many of my brightly hued idols? I'm on the fence.